why?

i'm not back~ but well maybe i am~
i'm not sure if i will come back to write again
but i guess for now i will
if u happen to see this post~
u must have been longing to know more abt me~
i'm here just becoz i'm currently lost again
maybe becoz of the exam stress
i'm always not very gd at handling stress
i duno if one day some day i will really fall ill
not physically but mentally
but if i do~ will u come visit me?

not making sense
confuse