Sometimes, out of a sudden,
i will start to question myself
'' What is life all about? ''
At this very moment,
i interpret it as:
" Life is all about understanding yourself"
it doesn't matter...
if u disagree with me...
at different stages of ur life,
perceptions and interpretations differs
it changes as u encounter different situations, objects and challenges...
age and people around u are also part of the contributing factors...
i've been trying to recall the things i did for the past 1 month...
its like a cycle,
a routine...
ranging from breakfast, sch, lunch, sch, lib, dinner, internet, drama series and sleep...
for this.... i've been moaning...
but surprisingly,
this week seemed totally different...
its like a wake up call~~
as usual,
i attended sch, breakfast, school, lunch, dinner, drama series etc.
MON 25th: still staying in my wonderland searching for my way out~~~
TUES 26th: had a debate... did my work... but still... loss for words~
(Realisation 1: keeping things to myself due to my lack of confidence and not to let ppl feel mysterious)
Wed 27th: tried to push myself harder.... focus... but failed (just like many other times)
Thurs 28th: B&E lecture... angel wasn't there.... coz she didn't realli like the subject... my feelings for this subject was rather influenced by her telling me how boring this sub can be... but after today's lecture... i was awaken... i regret about how much i've missed in the previous weeks when i was daydreaming in class...
(Realisation 2: when u r lost... follow ur heart~~)
FRI 29th: catching up.... doing finance... seemed boring when i started... wanted to give up... but tried my best to endure... and i did it.... with pride...
(Realisation 3: the beginning may always seem difficult and unbearable but if u'r able to overcome it, the sweetness u obtain is actually100 times better)
Everyday is different even though i may seem to be doing the same things...
Life is a realisation~~
in my 
