人可以很坚强
Man can be strong
但也能很脆弱
but also fragile at times...
要如何得到平衡呢？
how do i balance them?

i used to be quite able to keep myself under control...
as in know what i am doing...
and able to calm myself to a certain extend...
i used to think....
how do ppl actually suffer from depression....
why do ppl go crazy?

well... i guess... maybe it issn't that difficult after all...
somehow... i do feel a little out of control these days...
i just don't know why...
i'm starting to lose control of myself sometimes...
are there anyone out there who has a remote control of me???

symptoms:
1) sometimes i just throw my temper but later realised that it wasn't realli a big deal
2) i feel lost when assignments deadline draws near... (the feeling is realli horrible)
3) realli stress during my last nov exam (i fidget abt as i study... but stay blank)
4) easily overwhelmed with anxiety... can't hardly calm myself down

alrite ppl... don't be alarm if one day...
u hear that i'm admitted into a mental hospital
coz i realli don't eliminate that possibility...
shld a see a psychologist? hmmmmm....

well... i guess... family support is extremely impt...
I NEED THEM!!!