let luck run into me pls!

i'm feeling kinda mentally drained...
although i don't realli look like it ....
i haven't been sleeping well...
have been only be able to fall asleep abt 6am every morning...
n gotta wake up at 8 of 9am for sch...
i'm tire... i really am...

my recent contract is gonna end soon...
by the 1st feb... i will be homeless...

feeling a little more n more lost everyday...
as the days pass by...
i'm realli scared...
i went for inspection...
i went online to search for apartments available 3-5 times a day...
i email the agents...
i file for application...
rite at this v moment i am at a loss...
its not as if i can stay at a relative or a friend's place...
i am all alone in this foreign country...

really wanna get back to having my own time
doing things i used to and things i like...
but i'm feeling kinda desperate everynite
as i do the same things over n over again...
refreshing the real estate posts
trying to find a place to stay....
its the high season now...
so there r like many many applications for an apartment...
i just hope that luck will run into me soon...
so that i can have my time back...
and realli concentrate on my sch wk...