just a random entry
blog just because i suddenly feel like....
hahahha

WHAT A WEEK!

i kept telling myself to start work earlier...,
but i always fail...
this week i truely sense and get to know wat
a big loser i am... in terms of schwk, myself n u...

i have 2 assignments due this week...
micro to be handed in on thurs and qm (statistics) one on fri...
micro was still managable due to some or i rather
say a certain extent of knowledge i had on this subject...

but still... there are many questions and doubt
as in how i shld tackle the qns... ended up
spending abt 1 whole week doing my micro assignment
n just managed to finish it the day b4 its due...

as for QM (statistic) report....
its worst! i didn't know wat the qns wants me to do at 1st
i was soooo lost... i didn't even know wat was going on
for the past few months in the ltr and tuts...
and i onli attempt to start my assignment abt 2 days
b4 it was due....
i felt so lost n desperate...
if its not alan n evans.... i would have handed in
a blank report... thanks lots esp alan... n sorry to have
bothered u so much (lucky to have gd friends ard me =D)
thats it for schwk failure part...

now coming to me... myself...
things always didn't happen the way i planned
we r always told to plan our time...
but there r always unforseen
circumstances... as in somehow somethings
some problems will pop out all of a sudden
out of nowhere.... n u gotta solve them immediately
or attend to them as soon as possible n hence
forgoing ur plans....
(or maybe its just an excuse for being lazy)

continuing the ME part...
i didn't even manage to take gd care of myself
this whole week... having no time to cook is 1....
onli attended 7 out of 13 or my classes this wk...
didn't even have time to EAT when i rush assignments....
(skipped dinner ytd, breakfast n lunch 2day
n had dinner at 10pm 2day)
slept onli at abt 5am in the morning for a few days...
didn't sleep at all for the whole nite coz of assignments...
having an extremely unhealthy lifestyle for the whole
of this week n didn't dare to mention a word to my mum
coz i didn't want her to be worried... (or rather nag at me
for skipping so many classes this wk) =P

now coming to the u part...
havn't been realli working things out recently...
i am still trying to adapt to the uni life
n now.... i've gotta adapt to u...
time management is realli a great prob..
especially when i can't even plan my own time well
i realli feel bad to have failed u again n again...
its just that i am still living in a world of my own...

alrite thats abt it.....
sorry for being naggy n keep
grumbling abt things...
i will try my v best to make things rite
from now onwards
ADD OIL alyson!
exams in less than a month!
we can do it!!!