I actually wrote all the followings ytd till abt 3:30am... duno wat i was doing... was drinking u see... i always get emotional when i drink... btw i placed these in my profile area...

"U WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN U GROW UP..."
thats what my parents always say to me when i was small...
Looking back... yes indeed... people tend to look at things
differently at different age... how silly i used to be...
i am real happy that i am slowly getting to know myself better...
n beginning find things that i love... my all time favourite--
badminton... and now... i realise that i really like to take photos...
as in not taking pics of myself... i am getting into taking artistic
pics and looking for perfection in pics...
i shld say... i am really a forturnate ger... i really thank God
for granting me such wonderful dad n mum... n of coz my
bro who always love to argue wif me... i love my family! they
are the most wonderful things god has created for me...
what a blessed ger i am!!! God created m5! friends whom i
nv wanna lose... its my greatest pleasure knowing u guys!!!
i really do treasure u guys... people always say that best
friend one is enuff... but i actually have got 4 of u...
arghxxx god is realli kind to me...
wondering y i still wanna leave the country since i can't bear
to leave my friends n get separated from my parents???
actually i dun really know y oso... i just go according to
my feelings... i realli do feel like going outside to see see...
i wanna get to know more things... i know there will be
alot of things which i will miss if i leave... but i am willing to
take the challenge to be more independent...
i remembered coming across a phrase which i really love...
" PAIN MEANS WEAKNESS LEAVING YOU" i totally agree
with this... its pain n hardship that make u strong... which
is wat i gotta experience when i am alone in a foreign country...
i wanna be strong... getting out of my comfort zone and realise
that i can actually do much more than wat i think i can...
BELIEVE IN URSELF!!!
"HAVE U EVER WONDERED WAT U WANNA BE WHEN
AFTER U ACCOMPLISHED UR EDUCATION?" thats the qns
many love to ask me... honestly i am not sure abt my immediate
future... i still duno wat i really want to be... but i know wat i
dun wanna be... haha... i am a impatient person....
FREEDOM! i wonder if this is really what i wanted to pursue...
my mum thinks i am... looking at how much i look forward to
my new life... but actually i have lotsa things here which i
didn't wanna leave... i guess its not freedom that i wanted...
maybe i realli love to experience new things and into facing
challenges...
i got so engrossed in acoustic drum n enjoyed playing it really
much... although i can't realli play well in drumming coz i am
still a beginner... i have always dreamed abt having my own
apartment when i grew up... wif a nice jamming studio and
a set of real gd amplifiers to listen to great music...
curious! abt how ppl think abt me... i love to come out wif
weird ideas... ppl always tell me their 1st impression on
me is either quiet or being v dao... n when they got to know
me better... they always say i am a crazy ger... coz i love to
play till siao...
life is unpredictable... we always gotta prepare ourselves for
the unexpected things... u may nv know wat will happen to
u next... so treasure every moment u have with ur love ones...
thank god for everything which he grants u... even if its
challengers which u gotta face...
if failures does not exist... we will nv taste the pleasure of being successful... if everyone is smart... who is gonna be dumb?
if everyone is pretty... men will get itchy... so STOP
complaining to GOD abt the unfairs!!! our fingers can
never be even! This is life~~~