Saturday, June 17, 2006

there goes my maid....
back to her home country after staying wif my family for 2 yrs...
time realli flies...
2 yrs past so meaninglessly...

well i realli admire the way my maid does things...
DOING THE SURFACE ONLI...
wahaha... yea thats how she get things done...
clean my table wif a MOP...
run out to meet her "friends" when no one is at home...
took yrs to wash the car...(take her own sweet time to gossip wif other maids)
love to say I FORGOT...
but anyway she is gone...
so just wish her all the best ba...

i gotta admit that i didn't have a gd relationship wif my maid
maybe its becoz she came when i was already 18...
n that i just can't realli accept a stranger staying in the same roof as me
i just feel uncomfortable...
i dislike ppl interfering my personal life....
i dislike ppl touching things on my table... (even if its my parents)

well i gotta say i still kinda treat her as a stranger after 2 yrs...
but of coz i didn't ill-treat her or watever...
just treat her as just a helper in my hse...
so i wasn't at all sad when she left home ytd...
AM I EMOTIONLESS?
i dun think so...

i guess i just didn't build any bonds wif her ba...
i just can't help it...