i felt so bad abt this...
its the 2nd time i'm doing this...
rejecting some1...
i realli duno wat i'm thinking...
maybe i'm still not mature yet...
i tot time makes feelings fade...
i tot we can always be friends...
i tot u understand...
but
i was wrong...
just managed to sleep abt 2hrs yesterday
n was thinking abt sth the whole night...
if i have a choice...
i hope i can go back to the past...
i hope i've nv met u...
if not i hope we can still be friends 4ever
i just hate this feeling...
the feeling of guilt...
i dun know if i've done the right thing yesterday...
have i said sth that i wasn't supposed to?
i guess its better to make things clear...
i just hope u can understand...
alyson 23:47


